So, I didn't go to the tattoo parlor to get a quote on my Pumpkin tat. Sometimes, you have to put your wants aside and be there for the important people in your life.
Yesterday was about being the supportive daughter and best friend. The tattoo can wait. Well, at least till today :)
This morning I met a Timber wolf at an Einstein - of all places. She was magnificent in all her wolfy glory. This has made my morning! She wasn't very big, but she commanded attention and respect. You just never know what tomorrow may bring.
It's just like Life, to give you 2 crappy days only to surprise you with such a rare gift on a random Wednesday morning. I guess that's why one should never give up on Life - never know what's just around the corner.
I have been giving a sign of sorts this morning. Wolves are loyal, fearless, survivors, leaders - the list can go on and on. The Universe is letting me know that I will be okay, because I too am fearless and a survivor. I know some of you are probably rolling your eyes thinking this is all just a bunch of hocus pocus, magical crap. Read "The Alchemist" and then come back to me with rolling eyes.
It's all about learning to listen to the Universe and your heart to lead you in the right direction. Everyone has a path to follow, but for the most part we let fear dictate our decisions and never fulfill our destiny. Anyway, my heart though damaged is wide open - a benefit from a broken heart - and I'm listening.
I'm on the right path and will continue with the 30 day Cleanse, 1 year of celibacy and everything else that's in my bag of tricks. And let me tell you ladies, yesterday was a tough day - I removed him again. Of course the need to reach out to him was instantaneous, but I fought it off. Here I am, another day, another opportunity for healing and growth.
I apologize for this uninspired post - my too tired brain's fault.
Namaste.

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