I had specific goals set for myself at the start of the new year and so far it's been a slow road. At least this Saturday I go in for volunteer training - yay! My next demon to tackle is making my first payment to FIU. Thankfully we're only in the 2nd month of the year - and yes it is almost ending - so I haven't wasted too much time.
I also found a Won Buddhist temple not too far from my house - I'm going to call to check if it's open to the public. Let's see if I'm brave enough to go meditate by my lonesome. I've lost track of the things that I want to do. I'm going to type them out and hang the list somewhere visible.
My birthday is almost a month away and I need to DO something. I cannot stay in this year - uh uh, no way. Last year was amazing though, so I need inspiration to strike! Camping? Fair? Dancing? Beach?
I think I've just been handed an opportunity to quickly pay FIU back. It's time to gather myself from the puddle I am beginning to resemble. I was doing great there for a moment and feeling happy for once. If you're experiencing something similar remember this is not a straight shot. This journey is like being on a boat in an ocean - you have nice calm days, you have days that the current pulls you back and there are days that current pulls you forward. The trick is, well, to stay on the boat.
Have faith that the Universe has not forsaken you. Sometimes a door closing, opens another door - one that couldn't be seen until you stepped onto this new path. Remember: believe in yourself and the strength that is in your heart and mind.
Tip: Reevaluate your life at the present moment. Write it out. Tweak what needs to be improved. Make a "To Do" list and jot down everything (realistic) that you want to do. Make it a point to try to do one a week. For example: I'm finally going to volunteer training this Saturday. Love and light - always.
namaste.
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