How did everyone survive yesterday? I did pretty well myself. No texts, calls or emails were made - Yippee! I had no emotional breakdown nor did I allow myself to be in a bad mood.
I actually ended up having Valentine's dinner with my mom and brother <3
I have discovered that I am somewhat bitter and have very little patience for mushy stuff. It's not always though and for the most part I'm happy to see others in love. It's important that I realize this, so I can work through it. I don't want to become a bitter woman, that grunts and growls at the mention of love.
It's been a few months, but I'm still not ready to go out there and date. The mere thought of having to flirt or be coy, causes heart palpitations. I have never been more afraid or stressed out over dating. This is a new realm that I'm sorting my way through. Don't worry, I'm not forcing anything. When the time is right, I assume I won't have a heart attack when a guy asks me to hang out. Until then, steer clear.
It's natural to crave the human touch, to be held, to snuggle or to simply hold hands. For now sleeping with the Grinch and Jack Skellington should suffice.
Tip: Give yourself a hug today.
namaste.
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