Brief Reflection.

Sometimes people surprise you. 

Thank you for the acknowledgement. I really do appreciate it.

The year will end in a better place.

Speaking about the new year - I went back and reread my posts. Now obviously I just started writing in September, so it is not a complete reflection of this year. I made myself crazy reading one happy post, one sad post, one happy post and so on and so forth. It left me wondering how many of my readers also got dizzy from my ups and downs. If I ever had any doubt that I was bipolar, here was my evidence. 

It also left me wondering, how many people go through the same ups and downs after a break up? I couldn't possibly be alone on this crazy roller-coaster, could I ? Granted, I don't expect people to get as emotionally, well, emotional as I have/do. It can't be too far fetched to assume though, that someone out there has had these happy moments quickly followed by a sad one, right? I joked around once that this process could be comparable to breaking an addiction. I've had to make up some of my own 12 steps along the way.

So far I've learned that it is a game of give and take with yourself. You must have a crazy amount of patience with yourself. I'm in a much healthier place now, than when I started. As the new year is about to begin, I'll take what I can. I may not be over it and I may still be in love, but I'm no longer a heaping mess of emotions. I'm still moving those small stones as I try to move past this mountain. 

2011 started with a kick to the butt and has ended quite similarly. I look forward to a year filled with healing, peace and happiness. Please.

Namaste.