Its always easier to feel sorry for yourself, than to fight and smile.
I have my volunteer orientation on Saturday at the animal shelter. I am so excited! It has been such a long time that I've been wanting to join a organization, but I've been too scared. I was waiting to find a partner to join me in a cause, but I'm done waiting. It also happens to be something very dear to my heart.
Through hard work, washing of dogs, helping dogs find new homes - my healing will really begin. I have so much hurt still; hurt from Pumpkin's death and my break up. I am hoping to channel my hurt into positive energy helping out these poor souls who just want love and a place to call home. I cannot think of a better way to honor Pumpkin's memory.
The Universe is about life, death and rebirth. I am still going through the growing pains. It was time for change, contrary to my protests. The hardest part is accepting that this was the road your relationship was going and whether it happened now or 3 years down the road - the end would be the same. We each took what we needed from one another -I just wasn't quite ready to stop giving.
Anyway, just because this never fails to make me smile and because he did such a good job yesterday:
Namaste.
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