Nam Myoho Renge Kyo

This morning I found underneath the passenger seat of my car, a card with a Buddhist prayer. This card has traveled with me from my days in Tallahassee. I actually thought I had finally lost it, until today. I find this to be a significant discovery -or-rediscovery.

On a side note: You'd be proud of me. I went to the food trucks last night and had an Italian Sausage with onions and peppers. That's right - onions. Needless to say I picked most of them off, but I ate a few of the stragglers.

I am finally going on a date tonight, well, maybe. This Friday night, may be a movie night.

A friend of mine was complaining that I need to stop wearing baggy clothing. I may heed this piece of advice, because it comes from a man, and perhaps it is time to stop hiding. For so long I dressed for comfort and mostly to hide all the weight that I had unknowingly gained.

I am feeling good about myself - I've lost weight - inches, actually. Yet, I am still dressing the fat girl. Or perhaps I'm just not ready to put myself out there. I don't want to call attention, I don't want to be approached. You feel me, ladies.

Perhaps I will start updating my wardrobe - in between - meditations & baggy shorts.

Namaste.