Tragic Tuesday -the drama-

Yes, this is definitely going to be a tough week.
Facebook is the devil and my lack of will power the knife that sticks in my heart.
I just want to leave...for a while.
Change a scenery, change of faces and places - rhymes

I need a break. I wish I had a place to go during this hellish week and come back when I'm in control again.

Crazy Yesi is prone to make appearances in these moments. Forget about love and light. You want answers.

It's not about having time, it's not wanting to take the time. There's the difference and therein lies the hurt.

Tough week indeed. These are the true tests, the ones where you want to just curl up defeated.
I won't though. I will not. I cannot help it if things did not work out the way I had planned.

You know what? It is okay to have these days. It is okay to feel your heart break as you watch from the outside.

-barf- I'm disgusted with myself.

Go forward with smiles my children. Just another bump in this seemingly endless road.

Namaste.