The cruise was lovely - a bit stressful at times.
It has been a tough month thus far, but I'm looking forward.
I'm also taking a break from couples...4 days surrounded by them, ain't easy.
I have officially finished packing away my books.
In 2 weeks, I'll be back in the safety of my grandparent's home.
It is not a step backward (that's how it feels to me), but a necessary move to move forward.
August couldn't get here any quicker. I want to blink and be walking to my first class.
More immediate issues are wearing me down.
Jerk boss, for example. I would love to send him to friar papas.
I'm stuck until I find another job, hopefully in FIU.
To most people's disbelief, ladies and gentlemen, it has happened.
After so many months, the chapter is finally coming to an end. I feel it in my bones, in my broken heart.
No one should have so much power over you, not matter how much love there is.
I no longer fear the end, but instead am saddened by it. I know our future will be one without a friendship. I suspect there will always be water under the bridge. I am coming to terms with that as well, though it is made easier because he has changed so much.
So, bring it on. Bring the literature, the papers, the mid-terms and finals. I am ready. Absolutely ready to drown in it.
namaste.
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